Monday, May 10, 2010 As the world turns

Not now, but soon, i'll be on my own. Maybe not literally, but in a sense, because i'll be living in my own place, getting MY life on track for the rest of my days. Its pretty important shit. On my own to face a world that is made to sound so harsh and unforgiving, that at times, even without evidence we draw that conclusion. But really, I don't think its all that bad. I manage to take note of the people who keep my faith in humanity from failing. I know that i'm not the only one who is feeling that way - in fact, I think they call it 'teenage angst'. It's funny.. sometimes I like to take comfort in the fact that i'm not the only one facing it. And other times I wonder why the fuck i'm looking for comfort anyway.

Really though, I donno much about all that. The other 6 or 7 billion people on earth can't be nearly as bad as the majority of people I happen to know.
I am beginning to think I just attract bitches.

What I do know, is that my girl is like no other =) even in this crazy world she can keep me from going over the edge. She seems to like to cut it close tho... Sometimes I think she's almost as insane as I am, and I love her for that (among other things).